Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I am not in control

So, we're at the doctor's office getting ready to see our baby for the first time on the ultrasound.  While I'm wondering why there are two black spots, Keith laughs, like a guy, and says it looks like an alien's eyes, and the ultrasound tech simultaneously says "hmmm...how do you feel about two babies?"  My response: I feel like the bill just doubled!  She then proceeds to ask me questions; such as my birthdate, which I don't answer because I couldn't for the life of me remember when I was born at that moment in time.  I'm still not quite sure what to say, other than God has a plan for everything.  Don't get me wrong, I am WAY excited!!  Keith is VERY excited!! It just hadn't been my "plan" to have twins.  Which brings me to my new motto, suggested by my boss-lady-friend, "I am not in control!"  (Thanks Whitney)  It actually kind of helps to say it out loud.  However, while I am not in control of everything, I wouldn't be me without trying to at least outline a sketchy plan of how things might work out....haha.  After all, it has been almost six years since either of us has had a baby in the house...I certainly didn't pack away all of Madison's baby stuff...I gave it all away.  So, the adventure of "planning" for twins begins.....now. 

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